Miraging faith

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Well... ppl in my class are on rage mood, and im still at slack form. zzz. All doing very well... T.T im not... im an exception.

U noe the all for one thing? team spirit thing? well, i wanted to ask some maths vectors questions, but all juz wanna complete their work. Haiz... its like a race to hu finish 1s liddat... And the teachers are now on a race to see hu gives more homework. so this few days no hw i use comp whole day... sian... i dun noe permutations & combinations as well as vectors. miss 2 subjects... sian...

Well... i think im advancing to the stage of photo editing. I suddenly crave photo editing.

i think i gotta type till here. Forgot what to write >_>

I wan adobe photoshop >_> T.T

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

Well today went to the hosipital to get the results but it showed no problem... So maybe the breathing difficulty is some paranoidial thing...

Anyway getting up from the school sux!

Well i knew the requirement on what to get b4 i can get the 'leave the school early' slip. SO i took the initiative to go to the general office early in the morning to get the form. But the said: "come again when u r leaving". I was reluctant at 1st but they obviously didnt want to gimmi so i juz played along.

So... i waited

It was break time. Nearly 1 hour from my appointment. So i went to the office to get the form. ZZZZ. U NOE WHAT THEY TOLD ME?! 'u should have gotten the form earlier in the morning and told ur form teacher." I was like:" *censore* WTH i came here in the morning and u told me to f*** off now u ask me to come earlier? what am i? huh? ur servent? U got short term memory... *others r cut off due to increasing magnitude*"

But i juz played along... So i got the form. Then they wanted to call my parents. Parents were nt at home. Like i rmb my parents handphone liddat. Then she wanted me to go find my form teacher. LIKE I KNOW WHERE HE WAS?! so i juz found the teacher for my next subject, who siad she cant sign. TAT WAS IT! I FREAKING DIDNT CARE THE SYSTEM. I STOMPED INTO THE STAFF ROOM. F*** CARE THE OUT OF BOUND THING! I JUZ BLOODY GOT THE SIGNITURE, GOT THE SLIP AND FREAKING GOT OUT OF THE SCHOOL!

THEN OF ALL THE FREAK A** A SERCURITY GUARD STOPPED ME. HE SIAD DUN TRY TO HIDE. HIDE!?!?!? I WAS HIDING? I WOULD HAVE RAN IF I PLAYED TRUANT. HE SCOLDED ME. 'U NOE U GO OUT LIDDAT IS COUNTED AS ESCAPE?' ya i would have. its so much easier. 'U GET THE SLIP FOR WHAT? ITS TO GIVE THE SERCURITY GUARD' y i didnt give was tat i was coming back to school later and i needed proof to secure my re entry. 'Didnt the school tell u this?' YA LIKE I NOE. HU TOLD ME? NO1. WHEN DID U CAME? LAST YEAR? DID I EVEN TALK TO U! AND I DIDNT GO HOME EARLY FRM SCHOOL ONCE!!! NOT ONCE. NO 1 TOLD ME WHAT I NEEDED TO DO!

I knew qurreling wif him will further delay my time. Gave the slip to the person at the guard post. and freaking got out. IDIOCY!!! I mean. I was bounced around like a ball. I always tot the school was strict so it had some good system. But today proved likewise. Haiz... WHY!!!! Evry1 had their share of jobs. All r busy. But, the neglected what others need to do!

Maybe its juz my selfish point of view...

And after tat i came back to my school for physics test. Forgot to convert to m square... WHY?!?!?!?!?!

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Monday, February 19, 2007

Well yesterday was a busy 1. Had to go the four coners of singapore to visit relatives. I was abit bored tho... I dun have any1 to talk to... So i just ate... (hopefully i dun gain weight).
And from noon yesterday, i had breathing difficulties. I had tat a few months ago but last few weeks it was gone... But yesterday it came back... haix... whats wrong wif my body?

I coulden't sleep properly yesterday. I was having difficulty breathing... Then after a while i got so frustrated... I went to the toilet... Then felt like breathing... Could my breathing difficulties somehow have to do with my stomach? Today my stomach was also not so comfortable... But i continued snacking, and the difficulty went on...

Well its nice to have an extra day for an holiday, since 1st day of chinese new year lies on a sunday, the following day would be a public holiday, However, 2nd day of chinese new year is on monday, so the public holiday is postponed to tuesday.

I wonder... If we would going to celebrate all the festive seasons of all races, we would hardly have any days to study and work. Which is bad cause it would affect the economy etc etc etc. (i cant believe i voted out on more holidays)

Sian... have a physics test on thursday. And my evil physics teacher probably wont let us off. (as usual).
Some ppl dropped to combine science... Im sure they didnt want to. It was more of like a race for the weaker students to drop what subject rather then if THEY can COPE or not. Maybe i dun have the full picture, thus im saying this. However, the book is judged 1st by its cover, right?

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4:25 AM
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Saturday, February 17, 2007

Yay CNY tmr....

Well hopefully can get lots of hong baos (ang pao) aka red packets which is filled wif money >.<
Haix... should take this time to take a break from studies...

Update next time... comp lagging and internet lags too...

Well happy CNY all!

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7:03 AM
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Friday, February 16, 2007

Long time nvr update le... Been busy (NOT!). Well now i added lots of updates. So called... mainly editing of stuff etc etc etc.

Well have to get back to the homework.

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12:20 AM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007

Another day of horror...

Today after school got this class decoration... Then i got really pissed...

1st they took my table which was ok. Then they jumped on it and step on it. Tat was ok too if they cleaned up. But NO. They made is freaking dusty, put my table somewhere else and made all the paper under my table fly all about. Dam them. I spent so much time putting those papers in order.

haix...

The class deco was also very sloppy. They had no idea what to do. Most of the time is wasted to them discussing and getting the materials. I have limited confidence to what they can produce. And if u harbour the thoughs tat say: "u so good u go do la!"

please dont. Coz no 1 will listen to me. NO 1 AT ALL.
It was always like this. So i can juz comment, see them staggering about...
Now it has become a habit. since no 1 listen to me, why should i even say anything. I keep my ideas to myself. Let them take charge.

y am i so mad about some stupid class deco? idk hu cares.

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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Today... 1st thing we kana dressing down by Mr khan. It had the 'wow' effect. Basically i din really get what he said. I dun absorb things when ppl shout. Something about ppl not cooperating and stuff...

U see.. No 1 wans to take charge. All want the easy way out. All have the 'hack care' attitude. Neither did the leader's (so called) mind set on completion on the whole thing. Anyway, if u made any suggestions, it will be overruled (usual). Haix... The problem does not lie with the cohensiveness of the class... but rather the CHRISMA tat the 'leaders' have.

I have also confirmed tat u can describe some prefects as sycophants. Especially the head prefect. HE WAS HAPPILY BLOCKING MY WAY AND WHEN A TEACHER JUZ STAND BEHIND HIM, HE GAVE WAY? I WAS LIKE WTH?!
Its harsh. But, its still like tat. Y do I always have to use such extreme words to describe ppl hu r not even worth my gaze?

OMG forgot, mr khan oso gave tons of HW. AND ITS MATHS! TOXIC. BIO HAZERD! although chemisrty involves more poisonous substances, but maths is still more poisonous to me. It can trigger my insanity =x.

k, gtg do some hw now... plotting graphs....

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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

LOL today i made this funny story. Goes like this. The rest of the stump is the textbook the stump is holding. Xd A stump is whats left of a tree... den the rest of it make into book XD

ok its lame.

Well today kana a SUPER hard chinese test... Wah... so i depressed... den make lame thing to cheer myself up.

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12:10 AM
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Monday, February 05, 2007

Yay ocmp managed to run... But the old problems r still on the run. 'stop errors' comp can startup etc... Sometimes even at the BIOS there will hang.... Dunno...

Juz now run windows update and then i cancel... But they write tat the updates r installed. but i cancel le... Comp sot sot the la... Anyway.. less comp could be good: so i can conc. more on my studies.

Well back to installing everything ^^

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2:14 AM
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Friday, February 02, 2007

Finally got he comment link up. Went thru hours of editing to get tat piece of link up. zzz. Still music wun load.

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9:25 PM
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Thursday, February 01, 2007

More update(running out of what to update)
Anyway ,

Today get math test results. Got E math get 21/30 and A math get 23/30

The E maths i drew a whirlpool instead of a circle. Coz compass screw loose =.=
And i was thrown into a panic when i left 5mins to draw a cumulative freq. curve. Managed to pull thru it. XD

For A maths, minus alot of marks due to careless mistakes. Eg: forget to simplify =.=""(cost 2 marks) , add minus sign.(another 2) >.< (managed to spot 1) Wah... T.T the 1 sit nxt to me get full marks. =<
And gt i freaking question need to find so many unknowns. zzzz. Ppl hu claim they dunno noe how to do while ppl hu say they dunno really dunno =.=""

Channeler of lust
11:27 PM
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Yay most things up...
ytd CCA we did blog skin making... wasent much of a success... Alot og bugs. And what was taught was too basic... I yearn more.... Oh well...

Sian... Comp down... Reduced to web browser (lag) games... And juz now my fren kana a virus which automatically generate a msg in msn to send me...zzz... lucky i click cancel.... or else kana (or i kana the virus liao?) i din open leh...

Cant risk letting both comp down.

Today got a Math quiz... abt Dy/Dx tats differentiation to u. WAH dam hard lor... And i learnt 1 thing. SHORTCUT PAWNS! Coz ppl do the traditional method i dun understand. The only problem i had with the sorcut method is tat i had alot of carelesss power (indices)mistakes. and the +/- signs. Hey i would have had the samw mistake if i did the ORIGIANL method OK?!

Haix. Chinese HW stacking up. And i kana a all girl group. Talk dresses, skirts n stuff... Nvr do real work. my chinese not so good mar ask me solo meh? with some luck and shaking of the head, managed to pull of. What abt next time?

Oh ya... Chinese lesson got banding. the 1 tat scrol >68 go class 1. And i JUST get a 68. So i go class 1 lor. Ya... Im the underdog there.

I got tons of things to write(type) but it will have to cease here. Till next time. ^^

:change log:
links (partial)
Erm.... lost of music count?

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