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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Due to the exams, I was freed from the horror of doing maths every weekday...
But we will still have maths after exams... sian...

comp getting wierder... I can fix it temporary... and i have to keep doing it once in a while to maintain it...

Im so tired that i dunno what to type...



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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Nearly 1 week nv update. Have been busy.

Well... theres nothing more but HW, Hw and more HW -.-
Stay back in school to do maths, and must finish then can go home. And the teacher always use phychological attack by saying: u dont want ur A1 then dun do lor. Well.. I gonna have mathtophobia soon >.<

I personally feel that over polishing will not work. It may even back fire. For example. If u polish a polished sapphire, wont the sapphire break? likewise. If we keep doing, it may cause mental breakdown or mental block in exam.

Some people did not come yesterday. And they will have to do 2 papers in one day. ~.~ zzzz

And i finally can go maple! i dont know to yay or not. Yay coz can meet all the people again. Boo coz gotta meet those childish ppl and more sotong killing. Sian...



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Monday, April 02, 2007

Craps. Lots of homework. It is supposed to meant to help. But the more i do, the more demotivated i get. the more i feel like giving up. The worse i feel i get. now can even play a game without being haunted by the instinct of HOMEWORK at the end of my head.

U know what? I keep all my feelings to myself. And that sort of like creates a space of emptiness in me. I feel extremely cold. Well, all these feelings are going to pile up and eventually collaspe into 1 big dense mass. and then i'll have emotional breakdown.

OR

I get erroded by the passing time. Time flows so fast. I feel like im getting eroded by the passing time and the inertia of me trying to stay put. I can't seem to catch up. Everyone is like ZOOM and im like ...
Like my 2.4km run >_> (its not something to be proud of anyway)

So either i crumble into my thoughts, OR get worn out. Either way, its bad. I always feel like im always left to fight for my own survival. (which is normal) and others are like hugging each other to survive. >_>

As i pave through the striving ends,
all the ppl over powers me,
all of them working as one,
leaving me behind as precipitate,
no where to seek, null time to dispair
I can only stand by myself,
I can only try to keep up,
but i cannot go any further.
Is there no way i can archieve?

When i make a comment it easily overrulled.
When i am supposed to make comment i can only remincse my exprience
Shadowed by my past
I shall narrate my tale, a tale which none has heard
1 tale which goes to the roots.
The principles of evil.
left to fend for myself.

Ok wtf im typing? too engrossed in a song im listening that my mind processed. zzzz.
HOMEWORK TIME!!! RAWR!!! MY MISERY!!!!



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