Miraging faith

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Exams are over. Still, I feel so busy. I don't know why... It is like there is no apparent room for rest... feel so tired...

Today, I'll post about the games I've played. Let's start of with... runescape.

Runescape basically I think the concept is great, but it is more bias to the people that pay. And... training is long >_> (tell me a game that has hort training)
Well, at least I've met some nice people there... but lost contact with them as they have stopped playing. When world 28 beccame a member world, I suddenly lost intrest in the game. I don't know why, I always log in into world 28. My friends there noticed that too and started logging into the same world. Then when the world became a members world, I suddenly quit - without even saying goodbye. I feel really bad about this and it keeps haunting me. Sorry livi28, bayman and other great friends there. I miss you :(

MapleSEA. Initially, the game was good. Victoria island itself was a nice place. It was a very refreshing game. I initially started in aquila, but the attitude of the players there drove me to bootes, which was a very unpopular server at that time. Before I knew it, bootes expanded and became what, or rather why, I left aquila. The maturity of the players can be questionable. Either the game itself retarded their brains or they are born with such attitude. I don't know. That is what really worries me. I mean, most of them are singporeans and which such attitude, how would they lead singapore in the future? Seeing them act like this, I am truely worried about singapore's future. Perhaps time will mature them. I don't like the new worlds either. They are, somewhat, unmaplely.I don't know. Don't like it. What kept me in maple is the great people I met in maple. If only I can connect to the stupid server...

Conquer online. When I started to play this game, I was around july 2005. It was fun then. It was too tilted to the payers to the cash item (called dragonballs). The community was rather good. But when I returned to the game a year later in my free time, I realised the whole game had changed. Prices soared sky high. Cash payers drew the top seats and there was a influx of egyptians. What ticks me is they just kill for no reason. Once, a egyptians came to me (I noticed his name and gave me a egyptian inpression) and asked if I wanted to 'cool'. Later, I found out that this 'cool' was actually want to 'PK' (player kill). It is like... it is cool to pk. Don't get the logic. What I like (and perhaps the only thing I like about the game) is that skill level is based on how much one uses the skill. It has more logic. But, it is super hard to train the skills~~~

Battleon. Never liked the game. But I like the fact that it is made entirely out of *gulp* FLASH! omfg!
Then came dragonfable. Don't know why i played it. It is also tilted to the payers, but still trianed a character to 22 X.X But soon... It became more and more like battleon, which turned me off. And then it became more and more anime[ny]. One piece and naruto. I Didn't like naruto. In fact, I hate it. ( dont know why) Then point where I stopped playing is when there was a ninja vs. pirate event and ninjas won. Clearly, naruto fans ruled the game and I felt dissastified and stopped playing it. Even though I never met any other players (you only get to see ouyself and the NPCs) but still, it registers to me as a naruto fan majority game. (I guess I am just jealous)

Alians VS. Predator 2. A game i got for $19.90. This is a 1st person shooting game. And basically, I have terrible aiming. Hence, I don't play any classes that shoot >_> and playing alian is my only choice. Nothing much about to flaunt about my skills.
Another 1st person shooting game I played is Gunz. I am a sprayer. Considering my 'cockeye' aimning. Usually, I take game for fun only. Just shooting when others are in a fight. Occasionally, I get myself one on one with a sword user (usually very pro ones) and I still stand a 50-50 chance of killing them! Not bad for amateur me :) One false move and it is free food for them. Can't win dagger users. Don't know how to break the fall when everyone does. Guess that is my achilles heel =x

Starcraft... Owned the AI, loved the game (zerg own! :D). When warcraft 3 came out, I thought it was like starcraft because of the 'craft' word. Gawd, I was owned by AI. And the chances of me winning when playing with other players is negligible. Didn't like warcraft. I am more of a science fiction (i nearly typed friction >_>) guy. Guess what allowed me to be good in starcraft was partly it was inbalanced. and... wel, there was a hero system. Didn't know how to play heros.

There are still some games I have played, but I figured that it will take forever to list them so I just posted the more recent and popular ones on top.

This few days i am busy with reading science stuff which IS NOT IN SYLLIBUS! There isn't anymore o levels and this means I can dump all my knowledge and indulge in new ones without fear of... getting screwed up! :)
and getting a html site for yi wei of course.

which reminds me. This monday, novemeber 18, 2007. my class (or ex-class) wanted to organise a class outing. I just want to vent this out here. I was very pissed. This is what happened. When a person asked me to go, I said yes. When she said it for the 2nd time, i bluntly replied that if she was to ask this agian, I will not go.

After this, there was an EXTENSIVE invite in MSN, argued with a few, been scarstic here and there. The point is that another person asked me if I was confrim going. (twice in fact) I guessed since it was another person, I should just give some 'face' When the question was raised for the 3rd time by the smae person (want to go or not) I snapped. I didn't go. Sure enough, the next day, the outing became a girl's outing. Didn't predict that but knew something like that was going to happen.

This is because when a question like 'Do you want to go?' is repeatly asked, it just shows that the other partly reluctant to go and the outing was just for, well, since you are going I go too kind of thing. There aren't even sincere to go. If one were to be sincere enough about it, he/she will not no matter what happens. Sure, they will argue that 'we will wait for you if you ocme', but what register in my mind is a differnet image then they potray.

If you don't get what I just typed about the incident, nvm. Tired after reading chemistry stuff. Doing some research after watching 'seconds from disaster'. I became spellbound by hydrogen peroxide lol.

*this is probably my longest blog post*

Channeler of lust
4:14 AM
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Monday, November 12, 2007

Hmm... tried to make this blog mozilla hospitable but failed miserably. Back to square one. pfft!

Today is the last day for my o levels. On the initiation of the second paper for the day (or last) the supervisor said: "this is your last 1 hour as a o level candidate" lol >_> found it funny somehow.

I was not informed of the class BBQ and yi wei suggested that i should appear at least once. Then kin leong added that I should appear only on the meals >_>
Apparently, the class is having a gathering in the form of BBQ + chalet (why can't it be spelt as shallay >_>)
3 days (and 2 nights i guess) , sleep over available. Wonder will the rooms be mixed gender :x
I don't see the problem in that, the girls in my class aren't that chio anyway :x Well, anyway, wonder who is paying the chalet. 3 days! omfg! what is the pocket destroying price?

1st day
[lunch]
Hey! sorry i'm late got leave anything for me? *eats some leftover* Whoa lao you all dont leave me food de. I go home liao!
[dinner]
I feel guilty about what i said just now so i came back. *eat some leftover agian* Wah you all never leave anything again ar!

2nd day
[lunch]
*comes on time, eats* I got stomachache and im oging home now

The scenario is as lame as it gets. Yes, this was created before the exams started. So much for last minute studying. >_>

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Everyone is about to embark on the working trips. Guess MSN will be dead again. I pity those fools. Study so much and now, suddenly, they lost everything. Intriging. Rotting at home, I will be...

Channeler of lust
6:27 AM
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Thursday, November 08, 2007

lalala... Long time never bother to update. Been busy... Everything happened so fast, I took everything for granted. Guess time management is one thing man cannot apprehand.

I am quite worried about the O levels. For social studies, I did a question I never study. And all that came out were sec 4 topics, as I don't really get sec 4 topics that much >_> RAWR!

For chemistry paper 2, the questions that came out were too easy X_X I expected harder questions and in the end, I don't know how to do lol :P
Furthermore, I don't know what is tonne. I always had a conception that ton = tonne. Which is not! omfg GG!!! i didnt convert tonne to gram for mole (1tonne = 1 x 10^6 g) Anyway, guess i'll remember it for good now lol (anyway the answer for the question is correct since both quantites require the answer in tonne but my units may not be accurate)

Physics paper 2, no really much to comment on. It is probably the paper i am most confident on =\ Seriously. DOOOOOOOOOM!!!! Besides, I found out I had one blank physics 5 year series!

chem and phys paper 1 will be held on monday, 12/11

Mother tongue - chinese. Was never good as dispensing this language. I am not too worried about it since... I probably can anticipate the outcome LOL
In school, my listening comprehension always get 2 wrongs. And in O level, I got 2 wrong! LOL
So ususally I get 60-65 for chinese (overall) probably I will get the same for O level (i got that grade for june O level paper)

Elementary Maths a.k.a maths. Basically it was ok, but I did a hard question because I got lazy to tabulate results. So I HAD to do a dmaned graph which is so damned that I know some calculus that I HAD to find the gradient for a point in the question(so calculated the gradient for the question with calculus) and my graphical answer is off by -2 (-1.6 actually)which is like so damed big. So i figured I will lose the 1 mark for full correct in that question and 1 mark for that tangent. and another 2 marks or so for the graph X_x (lazy...)

Additional mathematics. I forgot to answer a particular question. Got so excited thatt I forgot a part question. And I had to do extra steps for the next part >_> (but answer was correct) damn! cruel, but true. A maths is tedious. Change to radian mode and back to degree mode. XP

English... nothing much to say. Very worried that I will write out of point for the question I attempted. It is a very thin line that differtiates the boundary for understanding. There is no narrative which I can write. I cannot fully understand what live up to his name means. I am unable to determine how big is the reputation is. Thus... I wrote something else T_T
For comprehension, I was never able to do it well. I was never good with answering questions. I infer too much XD Yes, sometimes to an extent I will put things not even in the passage leading to excess denied >_>

Geography elective... Didn't know how to write about the topic I studied. It was a question about how singapore's population increased and what problems did it cause. I can't basically elaborate how will it cause the problems they stated. Thus, I took an SS approach, I wrote what problems it posed, then wrote the steps taken to solve it. Better then writing nothing >_>

I am also not so sure what I want to do after o levels. I am basically sick of playing games. They don't really intrest me much anymore (except starcraft 2 which has not come out) Hence, I will be probably be rotting at home. Or surfing the net finding some useful information. Or probably do some flash videos...

Well, better start thinking where I am going to further my education after I get my results. Till date, I still am unable to determine what I wish to do... :(

Channeler of lust
5:33 PM
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