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Sunday, February 24, 2008

I feel that I'm posting blog posts to vent my frustration, resentment and exprience. I highly doubt there are many that visit this blog. I didn't advertise my blog much, but I'll reveal later why.

Everyday, I try to talk to some of my secondary friends to have a sense of nostalgia, but as it seems, everyone is moving on with their lives. sp, stump, zul got into MJC, most of the jc classmates went to greener pastures and most of my sec sch frens decided to go poly and are now probably engaging with work to have a prosperous pocket.

They have changed. Everyone has. The rift between each individual seemed to have widened. It seems that nothing will stay the same. It is only my disillusion that everything can stay as it was.

It's hard for me to make new friends as I am very cautious and I have to observe a great deal of an individual before one becomes my friend. Hence, now I find myself in a void. My past has discarded me. And my present is still a foggy. My choices are limited. I don't have time. Natural selection probably governs JC life. Hopefully I'll get to meet better ppl =\

I can't defined better. I don't have the data...

Now I can probably explain why I didn't advertise my blog.
1st: I only gave the links to those that are deserving. Based on apparent attitudes.
2nd: I gave the link on msn, which the audience click, tag and forget.
3rd: My updating it totally random. I choose quality over quantity. Hence,
4th: My posts are long and wordy and small font and boring and boring.

Ya. That's probably everything :P
I'm thinking of starting a photo blog. I'll bring a camara everywhere i go and take photos when i see something unique. Pictures can substitude words. How you look at the picture is how you feel about it. (can't really explain. pardon me)

I still can't accept it. I understand that everyone's busy with their new life... but... I am in no position to complain. My fault exists... Many class photos are lost. I must admit that I have never taken any intrest in being in a photo, but I really enjoy them. I seldom look at those photos but when I know that the photos are there, I get this little strenght, just enough to get me pushing on. I don't like to appear in photos as I am ugly and I can't smile (without laughing).
I didnt want to ruin the photo... well, no one will ever understand me. It may not be a biggie to you but it bothers me. I'm often the emo one as I probably have the greatest concern among everyone. If only I know someone that share my view...

It's getting late. I'll try to update daily now... Since I can't have photos then let words compose my daily life... the nostalgia that was never found... buried in the sands of time... I'm trapped in the void of tranference..............



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