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Saturday, March 22, 2008

EEEEE I blogged again! LOL?

Time to pour more resentment of JC life.

In jc, everyone is just intolerant of one another. In O levels, we aren't just competing with the whole of singapore, but also other countries and due to the nature of singapore's education system, singapore has a upper hand. I emphasize on the word nature. At A levels, the examination is localised, hence the compition is much much stiffer. And everyone wants to be a winner, "moral values" break down, it's war.

When I try to make friends, the opposite of what is expected occurs. When I try to speak out more in class, i got into a fight. When I try to make friends through forums, i get flamed. J2s and J1s don't mix. Perhaps this system existed since the beginning of JCs, that's why i has to be carried on...

So... I have decided to be emo. No socialising. They aren't even fit to be tools. I'll just hold on to the shards of my past. They can't help me acadamically, but they'll help me morally. I'll crush these fucked ups. Now I know why I came JC. I never liked anyone here. I just want to make their lives miserable. You have no idea how they behave like most maplers, or DotA plays for that matter. Average teenagers. Narrow minded. Choosing only to believe what is bestowed upon them, dooming to fail. Since I am going to suffer here, I am going to let other suffer too. I'll be pleased to do so. What professors say are always RIGHT and what layman say is alway WRONG. Go die off somewhere other then this tiny red dot.

I guess why most people choose to read fantasy. They can't make their own.

I am beggining to feel that i am growing more violent. Each passing day, each passing remark, each passing topic. This rush of anger i do not know where it originates from... I just don't. I'm gaming intensively to run away from this feeling... of such pure hate. De-ionised hate.

Enough of these detestable beings <-- im describing them like animal aren't i?

Terms to know in JC:
mugger/mugging - to study or study intensively
bo chup - not caring about anything
P^2 A - participation, attention and i forgot what the last p means (pontank, absence, play traunt)
PSP - play station portable
GC - graphing calculator

the rest, dont know, dont care, dont give a damn

Being emo is my mechanism of self protection. Everyone says it's bad. I know it's bad. I tried to socialise, but I don't get encouragements. I get pricked. "to perservere and succeed", that was my primary school motto. I doubt i can escape from this paradox anymore. When I stand is set by the society i live in. What I am is what others think I am. What I do (or have to do) is what others WANT me to do.

My vigour will just die... in the hands of the narrow minded ones...



Channeler of lust
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