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Monday, April 02, 2007

Craps. Lots of homework. It is supposed to meant to help. But the more i do, the more demotivated i get. the more i feel like giving up. The worse i feel i get. now can even play a game without being haunted by the instinct of HOMEWORK at the end of my head.

U know what? I keep all my feelings to myself. And that sort of like creates a space of emptiness in me. I feel extremely cold. Well, all these feelings are going to pile up and eventually collaspe into 1 big dense mass. and then i'll have emotional breakdown.

OR

I get erroded by the passing time. Time flows so fast. I feel like im getting eroded by the passing time and the inertia of me trying to stay put. I can't seem to catch up. Everyone is like ZOOM and im like ...
Like my 2.4km run >_> (its not something to be proud of anyway)

So either i crumble into my thoughts, OR get worn out. Either way, its bad. I always feel like im always left to fight for my own survival. (which is normal) and others are like hugging each other to survive. >_>

As i pave through the striving ends,
all the ppl over powers me,
all of them working as one,
leaving me behind as precipitate,
no where to seek, null time to dispair
I can only stand by myself,
I can only try to keep up,
but i cannot go any further.
Is there no way i can archieve?

When i make a comment it easily overrulled.
When i am supposed to make comment i can only remincse my exprience
Shadowed by my past
I shall narrate my tale, a tale which none has heard
1 tale which goes to the roots.
The principles of evil.
left to fend for myself.

Ok wtf im typing? too engrossed in a song im listening that my mind processed. zzzz.
HOMEWORK TIME!!! RAWR!!! MY MISERY!!!!



Channeler of lust
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