Screwed up the exams (my intuition tells me so)

Had stomachache on wedsday... zzzz that day was the mother tougue paper... had to focus all my hopes, ambitions, faith, dreams, courage, freedom(huh?), paper(zzzz!), pen(wtf?!) etc (u get the idea)

anyway, so there i was.. on the verge on puking >_> (yeah, the paper was disgustiong), and i had to bare the excruiting pain... pain... pain... (got carried away with a flashback)

speaking of flashback, i didnt know what i was writing for english compo. The narrative compo title just sucked. It was easy to write, but to write a good one, it was near impossible within that time limit. And i attempted to write a good one... and the bits and pieces of the story sorta do not fit. (yeah, in my face)

Back to the exams on wed... after that, it was the A math paper1. It was easy... but i couldn't concentrate. Resisting the urge to vomit was all that was in my head. And the instructer(which happened to be my form teacher and maths teacher) told me NOT to sleep. Sleep. I feel nauxious(however u spell that) and u tell me to sleep?

zzzz. Then i told him I had stomachache. His reply? Want go toilet?. I mean, does stomachache equate to toilet? There are MANY different kinds of stomachaches around.

Those around the lower body(if u are thinking something pervertic here, ur abit to low :) ) are USUALLY toilet breaks. Those in the middle are usually food poisoning. I have a weak stomach (but i still consume food like wtf)

Haix... everyone was cheery (at least on the front) and discussing on how easy it was after the exams. I was consumed in pain...

I am not keen to the idea of discussing exam stuff after exams. I makes me more demoralised. Listening to the murmers already demoralise me enough (it makes me paranoid)

BTW, the Amaths paper2 yesterday was hella f(u) a shit! zzzz. Abyss. Total damnation. Total ownage. zzzz

Anyway, i was very arrogant. I just couldn't wash it off. I know i was getting arrogant, but i just can't seem to get rid of it. I suddenly lost all purpose. What am i studying for? Where do I want to go? no idea.

Left one MCQ paper on monday. The physics teacher said paper2 was badly done. My ambitions, hopes, dreams on science was crushed. destroyed. never.

I'm now just like a drifting piece of driftwood, getting pushed around by the waves(classmates and teachers)...

and to those ppl i hate, and detest, f(u) [i mean function : u mind u] XD

2 weeks to chinese O lvl paper... zzzzzzz gone game.